Or again, dissatisfied, discontent, desiring to give up the monastic life; troubled, ashamed, and disgusted with the monkhood; longing to be a householder … longing to be a non-monastic, he says and declares: ‘I remember my mother.’ … ‘I remember my father.’ … ‘I remember my brother.’ … ‘I remember my sister.’ … ‘I remember my son.’ … ‘I remember my daughter.’ … ‘I remember my wife.’ … ‘I remember my relations.’ … ‘I remember my friends.’ … ‘I remember my village.’ … ‘I remember my town.’ … ‘I remember my fields.’ … ‘I remember my land.’ … ‘I remember my money.’ … ‘I remember my gold.’ … ‘I remember my profession.’ … he says and declares: ‘I remember my former laughter, chatter, and play.’ In this way too, monks, there’s a revealing of weakness without the training being renounced. Or again, dissatisfied, discontent, desiring to give up the monastic life; troubled, ashamed, and disgusted with the monkhood; longing to be a householder … longing to be a non-monastic, he says and declares: ‘I have a mother who should be supported by me.’ … ‘I have a father … ‘I have a brother … ‘I have a sister … ‘I have a son … ‘I have a daughter … ‘I have a wife … ‘I have relations … he says and declares: ‘I have friends who should be supported by me.’ In this way too, monks, there’s a revealing of weakness without the training being renounced.